A Travellerspoint blog

Oct 2007

I'm Gone

I'm done remember?

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There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hit and walk away
'Cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You were wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Oh, I'm already gone, gone, gone, gone
Already gone

Posted by chabacz 3:26 PM

Going to Civilization

In a Jeepney

My travel going to the office everyday takes about an hour to an hour and 30 minutes. I usually leave the house past 11 at night so I can try and get to the office before midnight. I like the night ride. I fool myself that at night the breeze being whipped around me has the ability to dissipate all the grime that might stick to my face. (That is until I wipe my face and see the tell-tale signs of pollution in Manila.)

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The image above is called the jeepney. We locals call it "jeep". Nag-jeep ako, naka-jeep ako, mag-je-jeep ako. This is what I ride every night. But it doesn’t' stop there. I can only get by jeep halfway. I would have to go down and ride a bus to complete the journey.

Riding the jeep is comparable to the stories of riding the subway in New York at night time. You get all types of nocturnal creatures with you. From the weirdoes, who keeps staring at you like you've grown two heads, to the potential hold-upper who makes furtive glances at you, checking out your "valuables" and "assets". There’s the "hospitality girls" going to and from their assignations. The couple who can't stop publicly displaying their affection for each other that you sometimes want to tell them quietly "to get a room". And of course let's not forget the bordering-on-insanity folks. Who talks to themselves and eats their hair. The great thing about the recent proliferation of call centers, you now also get the co-night time employees traveling with you. It makes you feel somewhat safe. Somewhat.

I pass by three major thoroughfares. I pass by Coastal Road and Roxas Boulevard. And then into Makati, THE business district where my office is. The contrast between these three areas is overwhelming. While Coastal Road, is just that, a long stretch of highway near a coast, Roxas Boulevard is well lighted with a row of night clubs (for the politician with the big belly) and restaurants. The biggest attraction is the beautiful Redemptorist Church. (Which I’ve only been inside twice, even if I pass it by everyday) and there’s one white house that has been my dream property since I was a kid.

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Makati at Night

Makati is really different. It’s the business district. All the sky scrapers and the condominiums line up the streets. It’s a small labyrinth for cab drivers. I always breathe a loud sound of release whenever I get to this area. Here I feel I’m safe. (Not that it’s really true, there are a lot of bad wolves out there) But here, the folks are all dressed to start their shifts and are just taking their breaks by willing their lungs away.

Still, the experience of riding the jeepney at night time is something I look forward to every night. I feel dread and exhilaration whenever I hail one and board it. It’s like an adventure in a roller coaster. You pray for the Lord to keep you safe, you scream a lot inside when you have no choice but to sit beside a not-too-friendly-looking block. You feel like you’re such an easy target. (Not that riding the bus is any different.) But it's one of the things that as a Filipino, I need to experience and I could be proud of. But still, playing with the hang man is one thing I wanna avoid. I don’t like courting trouble.

That’s why when I have extra money, I take the cab instead. I can be proud from afar. That’s ok.

Posted by chabacz 6:15 PM

The City Never Sleeps

And apparently I don't too...

Even with the threat of terrorism in the midst of Makati, the night life scene last Saturday night was pretty much the same. Minus a few faces, It was almost the same crowd. People drinking a little bit too much, singing a bit louder, laughing a bit more. Basically trying to drown the reality of the Glorietta tragedy that happened just a day before. It was somewhat a testament to the Filipino’s innate capacity of bouncing back from misfortune and trying to make the best out of ever situation. Personally it reminded me that life’s short and you have to make every second count. I made a few changes. Just little things that makes a lot of difference with how I handle life. Said sorry to a friend, went out and got bashing drunk, made peace with myself, and loved my friends more… it was pretty great.

Here are some pics to commemorate the occasion:

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Gerry's in Jupiter Makati

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Oli and Paulie in 121 Salcedo

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Doables with Rui after 4 years. Just like old times. A little older and hopefully wiser.

Happy birthday Paulie and Teens!

Posted by chabacz 3:31 PM

Life's a Beach

.. and sh*t happens.

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Here's to remembering my last vacation:

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Look at that prestine sand. The memory of how soft it was is slowly fading. I NEED TO GO TO THE BEACH! SOON! I wouldn't mind going back to Boracay. But I wanna try this new place in Oriental Mindoro (Not Galera, totally opposite side of the island). Me and my cousin's are planning a trip this first week of November. We have our itinerary almost ironed out. One of them did an ocular (Can you believe they live in Mindoro but they haven't been to that place yet? If that was me I'd be there every other weekend) and he said it looks like the beach in The Beach. *sigh* Can't wait. This is my birthday gift to myself. The big 3-0 is fast approaching and I am so excited. I still don't understand why some people don't like turning 30. It's no big deal. It's actually nice. Not too young, but not too old too. It's just enough.

Did I mention the sand in the picture? *sigh* I've been in love with the beach since I was born. (I think I'm half mermaid.) I would never get tired of the sand, the surf, the sun. Even when it's raining, it's still fun. When I get rich (as if, keep dreaming Cha) I'll buy a secluded island and retire there. A parrot, a dog and a wild boar for company.

I NEED A VACATION! Can't time move faster?

Posted by chabacz 7:39 PM

You Get What You Give

Lesson Learned... I hope

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I always try to rise above my knack of feeling happy with other people's misery. But I admit that it often fails me. So what? I'm weak. Sue me. Hehehe... Today was one of those days when I was just at the right place at the right time. Here's an overview.

A couple of months ago our company decided to do a re-organization. The first group hit were the Training Teams. We had our own beloved team with a very much loved Training Director. We were touted as one of the best training team around. I'm talking about the BPO industry over all. In all of our Prez' meetings, he has always taken pride of our little University. And Travel Trainers were the most admired of the bunch (ehem). We always know how to roll with the punches. So when the re-org happened we had to make something good out of a very disappointing and sad decision. I for one was an advocate of the re-org since I felt the company was in dire need of it. We were ripe for it. We grew too much these past couple of years and things were getting out of hand. We needed a change.

Well, re-org happened and that meant all the Trainers were put under their respective accounts. And what does that entail? We now report under the big bosses of that account. Personally, I never liked the "BIG BOSS" of my account. I never believed in fear as a great motivator. It might work at first, but you never get lasting results. And his management skills leave a lot to be desired. But I decided to reserve judgement. He doesn't directly handle me anyway so I should be fine. And that's my only complaint. He has always delivered on his promises so I just shrugged and told myself that it's "choosing the lesser evil".

So, what made my day? This morning I witnessed him being lambasted by our in-house client. She's a very small girl, so I was kinda suprised her vocal cords could tolerate that much volume. But shout she did. At the top of her lungs no less. I don't condone that in the workplace, but I couldn't help feeling it was coming to him. He does that too. The adage, "You reap what you sow" came to mind. I felt it was a long time coming. And again, I couldn''t help feeling happy that I was there to hear it. (Yeah, the devil on my right shoulder, [is that the correct position?] was having a marvelous time). Bad Cha, bad.

That's it. Something to mark my calendar with. My hope is that he learned a lesson in all this. Or he can come in later and start yelling too. It can happen.

Oh well, 'nuff said.

Posted by chabacz 5:12 PM

Inspired

... by Yamin and Daughtry

Do you ever feel like singing a passage in Chris Daughtry's song...

Blow it away, Blow it away
Can we make this something goooood
Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let’s start oveeerr
I'll try to do it right this time around
It's not oveeerr
There’s a part of me that’s dead and in the ground
This love is killing me, but you’re the only one
It's not overrrrr

Yeah... heartfelt. Lately all the cheesy songs have been appealing to me. Here’s another one:

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door.
Why did you have to go?
You could of let me know
So now I'm all alone

What’s your song of the day?
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Travel Funnies:

• A secretary called in looking for a hotel in Los Angeles. She gave me various names off a list, none of which I could find I finally had her fax me the list. To my surprise, it was a list of hotels in New Orleans, Louisiana. She thought the LA stood for Los Angeles, and that New Orleans was a suburb of L.A. Hah!

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Aren't we just cute as a bug?

Posted by chabacz 3:53 PM

Just Another Manic Monday

...and I'm still the Geek in the Pink

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I don't care what you might think about me
you'll get by without me if you want
Well,I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forgetin' what you already know
That I could be the one to turn you on
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away
like the geek in the pink...

Posted by chabacz 9:33 AM

One More Night

Really p*ssed with Surf-Control

sunny -17 °C

I'm not a complete idiot. Some parts are missing.

I am getting tired of Surf-control. I know there are reasons, but my puny mind cannot comprehend why blogdrive needs to be blocked. It's not as if we spend all 8 hours of our work time blogging. And the proxy I found just cannot fully satisfy my HTML fever when I blog. It doesn't even load most of the windows needed. Surf control is crap.

I need my (almost) daily fix. So after reading a friend's entry here, I decided to follow suit. But I am not getting rid of my old blog. It's just that our moments together are few and far in between. I have an addictive personality. Sue me. I need to blog.

Well, choosing this site to vent my rantings on seems like a wise decision. I am working in the travel industry anyway. But it would really be hipocritical of me to say that I would be posting all about travel. Just bear with me. I work in travel. I don't need to talk about it on my "me" time too.

But here's an overview anyhoo:

Life as a call center Trainer for a travel account is never dull. That's actually an understatement. Dealing with your own travel plans is challenging enough. Try arranging it for someone else located thousands of miles from you, from a place you haven't even clapped your eyes on. It's a riot I'm telling you. I work in an offshore contact center here in the Philippines. (Yeah, yeah... I watched 30 Days too. You should have come here instead of wherever it was you went.) The account I'm in is the largest online travelling agency in the world. We get thousands of calls all day from customers from all over the world asking us to book hotels, flights, car rentals and all the others in between. And it doesn't stop there. They also call us to change, cancel and complain. The 3 C's of the travel industry. Being a Trainer, my job description means I would need to train customer service agents, ehem, Travel Specialists, how to perform all these requests in the most efficient way in the shortest time possible, but assuring that we never compromise quality and customer service. Right. That's it. 'Nuff said. Oh, and we do it at night too. Since that's the time when most of our clients would be up and running. Yep, most of us are nocturnal creatures in this industry. Bloodshot eyes and coffee addicts abound. Ok, there. Enough about travel for today.

The change from my previous blog is not taken wih a light heart. I am attached to my old posts. I will post there time and again. But this is my mistress. Some little bit on the side.

So, I had my fix of the day. I'll get back to you soon.

Posted by chabacz 5:23 PM

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